a month from now marks a full year that i've been in this job, my second job. and i can't help but feel restless.
truth is, i don't know why i'm here and not pursuing my art. maybe because i can't afford to leech off my family in the event that i become unemployed. maybe because i'm not exactly sure yet as to what to do with my life.
i don't know.
all i know is, me and the corporate world don't seem to mix that well.
i'm beginning to loathe my job. here i am, slacking way off while my officemates go about being as productive as can be.
first week into the new year and i haven't even made an iota of company-related work. god, i want to resign right this instant. not that easy, though. got bills to pay.
funny, just before i got off college, i thought i had it all figured out. i thought i had all my dreams, albiet roughly, roadmapped.
and here i am, one and a half years into the corporate world and i don't know where to go.
where are you headed?